so last year i really fell in love with this guy, long story short, i can't talk to him anymore
he is a couple years older and there is no way possible for me to ever see him/talk to him again unless
luck has something to do with it, and it won't haha
but he does have a facebook but i'm not allowed to add him (parents won't allow it )
and i really miss him
i've thought about him all day and i've cried for him forlike forever
i'm not one of those crazy physcos though haha that like sit and scream his name but yeah i do miss him a lot
it just hurts that i'll never see him again =[
i know what car he drives and i'm always looking at the cars that pass us and hope it's him in them but
it is never him =[
just please help with some ideas to get me over him
i can't keep doing this i've got to move but i can't =/
just maybe some songs that talk about this maybe
i've listened to I Still Miss You and
What I Really Meant To Say
thanks guys
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I love and miss you dad <3