ok well first my cellphone charger breaks..and that pisses me off

and i thought it would get better with the japanese trip.. but apperently it didnt.. i was just distracted for a few hours.

once i leave school, my boyfriend didnt show up.. so i call him, and apperently he is in brooklyn shopping and couldnt make it. whatever.

So we make plans for tomorrow... but a few hours later he calls me telling me he is going to a club tomorrow with his friend Morgan .. who I hate because he keeps my boyfriend away from me with all these clubs..

Then he keeps saying things like i'm annoying him like shit and he is tempted to break up with me and he can't deal with this.. But his phone shut off because he ran out of minutes.. So he calls me outside on a payphone and tells me we can hang on sunday.. but he knows i'm upset... and then he asks whats wrong.. and I can't tell him what my mom said.. so I make up a lie... ( i dont want my boyfriend pissed at me)

So he tells me I can go to the transit center and wait for him so we can hang before he goes to his friends house.. and I complain to my mom again.. and then i realize i want to go to the transit center.. but my mom wont let me because she doesnt want me their with "crazy" people... this late at night.. but this place is soooooo close to my house.. sooooo close =(

and i'm sooo upset, my boyfriends phone is off again... he has no minutes.. and he says we have to "chill.. or "chyll as he spells it -.- on sunday...

i mean WHAT DOES A 18 YEAR OLD GUY WANT TO DO WITH A 16 YEAR OLD GIRL WHO STILL LIVES WITH HER PARENTS???

how do i make him realize he hurt me really bad tonight?